I always dreading the holiday because it means I am leaving my friends behind and I have to face my siblings 24/7. My family only able to show one emotion to each other which is anger. That's explain why I always felt stress at home. Don't get me wrong, I know we love each other so much but we just don't know how to express it.
The thing I am very much looking forward to is Y will spend a weekend with me at Mabul Island. Y, if you are reading this please be aware you are my only entertainment during this holiday and don't cancel the plan for any reason. ok?
Last term holiday is a misery for me before it started because i don't have anything productive to do and I keep thinking about what should I do. It getting worse when my brothers were having a big fight and it turn out nasty. So, I stayed at Mabul for a very long time and it surprise me because my parents didn't nag me to come home as they alwasy do because they afraid the Abu Sayyaf will eventually held me as their hostage.
Turn out I had a holiday that changed me as a person and how I view the world.
I hope something will happen this time and I hope I will meet someone I miss very much. The person I miss so much told me he will spent his annual leave at our beloved hometown. Looking at you at a distance will make me happy.
p/s: this is an open invitation to all my friends to come to Semporna and make our life less boring.