Selamat Hari Raya

menziarahi tempat kami bermula

Gambar raya di rumah Adul (sebab ini yang paling suasana raya)

cewek-cewek Bugis bergambar, tapi ada yang sesat satu orang haha

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
TAHUN DEPAN KITA BERAYA LAGI

I MISS YOU ALL

p/s: thank Emma for the pics... kalau buka kedai gambar kasi diskaun gambar passport kami nanti.

The White Saga is Back

with problems of course.

Don't trust people at EON. They stole the saga rubber mat and they didn't fix the aircond properly.

But I am glad the saga is mine again.

24 Hours @ Tawau

1200 : Went to N house

1300 : Hang out with N and her mom

1400 : Went to Fajar and bought tiramisu for my sis. Went to Quong Ming to get N mom's card and went to Bata to find her a pair of shoe.

1500 : Bought movie tickets for 3 (Y will join us later), arguing whether to buy Prince of Persia or Letters to Juliet but in the end we bought Shrek. Struggled to find our way to Giant.

1600: Hang out at 'the highway'. N and me talked about our unsuccessful relationships.

1800: Went to Y house to pick her up. Have nasi lalap at Sabindo.

1900 : Shrek!!! We were the only people interested to watch Shrek that night.

2100 : A joined us at Pizza Hut.

2200 : Back to N house and having a sleepover.

2300 : The most awaited moment. Y love affair saga. Finally, Y has her own 'it's complicated' relationship with her steady boyfriend since STPM.

0000 : Stalking people at facebook and analyzing a psycho email.

0200 : try very hard not to sleep and keep on gossiped about everything.

0300 : ZzzZZZzzzzz

0800 : Arguing on how should we spent the morning.

09oo : Still arguing.

1000 : Went to Pak Amat Mee Tauhu for breakfast.

1100 : Went to Semarak and stalked N' s x-bf house. Went to the stadium to look around.

1200 : Sent Y to her house. Back to N house and waited for someone to pick us up to Semporna.

Thanks N and Y for the precious 24 hours. This is our first time to watch movie together specially in Tawau and thanks for all the laughter and making fun of our disaster relationship one after another.

Dulu, Kini dan Selamanya.

Post Exam

Last night was a blast.

Hanging out with L, H, D and R made me remember why I love my life now.

Thanks L for the treat.

it's funny to see the love triangle between R, H and D again.

H and L really are good karaoke partner.

and KK is so much fun if you have the right persons to enjoy it with.

Holiday Mood

I always dreading the holiday because it means I am leaving my friends behind and I have to face my siblings 24/7. My family only able to show one emotion to each other which is anger. That's explain why I always felt stress at home. Don't get me wrong, I know we love each other so much but we just don't know how to express it.

The thing I am very much looking forward to is Y will spend a weekend with me at Mabul Island. Y, if you are reading this please be aware you are my only entertainment during this holiday and don't cancel the plan for any reason. ok?

Last term holiday is a misery for me before it started because i don't have anything productive to do and I keep thinking about what should I do. It getting worse when my brothers were having a big fight and it turn out nasty. So, I stayed at Mabul for a very long time and it surprise me because my parents didn't nag me to come home as they alwasy do because they afraid the Abu Sayyaf will eventually held me as their hostage.

Turn out I had a holiday that changed me as a person and how I view the world.

I hope something will happen this time and I hope I will meet someone I miss very much. The person I miss so much told me he will spent his annual leave at our beloved hometown. Looking at you at a distance will make me happy.

p/s: this is an open invitation to all my friends to come to Semporna and make our life less boring.

Revolusi

Memblog pada hari ini sangat mudah. Semuanya hanya perlu diseret mengikut kemahuan. Kepala hanya perlu disalin dan tampal. Tidak perlu lagi bersengkang mata membuat kod HTML dan CSS. Walaubagaimanapun, blog aku tetap primitif. Blog terdahulu sekurang-kurangnya mempunyai animasi.

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Aku mengenali dunia blog kerana AF3 iaitu pada tahun 2005. Blog pertama yang aku ikuti ialah blog sultanmuzaffar diikuti dengan kroninya seperti klubbkidd, mrmanager, mentallydisturbed. Siapa yang tidak rindu dengan aplikasi Haloscan sebagai ruangan komen dan diskusi.

Usai AF3, aku mula mengikuti perkembangan Geng Jurnal. Otai pada ketika itu ialah Tok Rimau, Mat Jan, Sinaganaga, kelambu kemudian Abdullah Jones. Aku hanya membaca, jarang sekali memberi pandangan. Malah aku akui, tulisan aku dahulu banyak dipengaruhi mereka. Kemuncak ketagihan aku terhadap blog ialah apabila Geng Jurnal menerbitkan Blook, iaitu himpunan beberapa blog yang menarik dan dibukukan.

Kemudian, aku mula memberi pandangan di blog rakan-rakan kolej, terutamanya deney budak busuk dan juga blog veritas. Aku mula mengikuti blog rakan sekolah yang amat aku kagumi, crimsonskye. Ketika inilah silaturrahim terjalin di antara kenalan MIRC terutamanya Encik One. Apabila blog pertama aku meniti di bibir beberapa pelajar kolej, aku menukar alamat.

Apabila bermastautin di bumi penjajah, aku mendapat idea untuk mendokumentasi kehidupan di sana. Maka terhasillah blog aku yang sebenar-benarnya. Aku mula mendapat ramai kawan atas talian seperti wawa, wawa, sankai dan kimie. Aku berpeluang untuk bersua dengan Kimie pada tahun 2008. Blog sampulnak membawa aku menempuhi kehidupan. Perasaan rindu dan sedih diluahkan di sana. kenangan manis turut diabadikan. Malah aku cuba berkarya dengan tajuk Aspuri. Menacari musuh dan sahabat kerana pendapat mentah mengenai konflik Indonesia-Malaysia .

Membaca Sampulnak sememangnya menunjukkan betapa cara penulisan dan cara berfikir aku berevolusi di bumi penjajah. Kini, aku kembali dengan blog Perjalanan sebuah Saga Putih. Semoga blog ini akan memberikan banyak manfaat seperti si Sampulnak.

Dear Angel of Death,

I don't have your phone number, your address and your email adress. I'm not even your friend in facebook but one thing for sure, I do know you are reading this blog.

You ask for my forgiveness when you haven't done anything wrong to me. What we had in the past might be painful, but it is very special for me. It was not always painful, don't get me wrong. There were lots of happy moments, in fact the happiest moment in my life was all those time I spent with you.

It might be short but I am the real me when I am with you. I don't have to pretend that I am strong and independent. You get my joke and we always had nice conversations; manga, football, csi and silly 8-bit PC games. You make me feel beautiful and you believe in my potential.

You told me your dream is me. You lifted my spirit up just by typing those words but I am sorry. I am sorry for being a little bit mature, I am not a silly little girl you met 10 years ago. I need assurance and I need proof.

Few letters, emails or sms in a year is not enough. I need something concrete and I need something real. I may be a cliche, but I do need a normal love. I need a person that I can tell how was my day everyday, a real person that I can see and touch and hug. A person who always lend his shoulder for me to cry.

Please, think hard and think wisely. Don't give me false hope and I need to protect my own heart. Please come back into my life when you can afford all the commitments I demand. I miss you every day and I never stop loving you.

ZEQ

10 things I want to experience before I die

1. to live in england. (done)


2. to be loved by someone I love.


3. write a proper short story or novel.


4. get publish.


5. to spend a summer in New York.


6. to dive in Sipadan.


7. to see Mona Lisa at the Lourve. (done)





8. to walk on part of Great Wall of China.


9. to ride the train across Russia.


10. to own a nice house.

Dear readers, what is your dream?

Young Girl & Great Adventure

My BFF and I was texting last night about life and relationship. We ended up wishing we stay in the same city so we can see and talk to each other like we use to few years ago.

When I was doing my A level in the peninsular, I had so many weird adventure and I really want to share few of those here.

My BFF house was in Batu Pahat and my college was in Tg. Malim.

We planned to celebrate the Eid together but the ticket to go to her place was sold out. For some reason that I couldn't remember, I end up went to Batu Pahat with one of the hottest guy in the college and his bestfriend. I broke my fast that day in a stranger house. Later, we were stranded in the middle of the highway at night because eventhough there were 3 guys in the car, none of them know how to change the tyre.

Amazingly, I am safe and I met my BFF 10 o'clock the next day.

Another weird experience I had happened in Melaka.

I was on my way to meet K, because once again the ticket to go to BP during Eid was sold out and the nearest city to BP I could reached by the express bus was Melaka (My Bff will fetched me up in Melaka the next day). K was working and I couldn't contact him to inform him about my situation, so I decided to go to McD in Ayer Itam where he was working. No bus will go there but I managed to walk all the way to the McD from the bus stop. I couldn't remember where the bus stop was but I kept telling myself to walk and follow my instinct.

But despite all the unfortunate event and scary experience, no harm done. For the record, all these happen at night.

To be continue...

Black & White

A friend of mine V introduced me to this cool website http://www.looklet.com/
Instantly I am addicted and working on my 1st collection, Black and White.

Click my page to vote for me if you like my style!

http://looklet.com/user/362535

Dejavu

I have this weekly routine to have KFC as my dinner when my roommate, M is not around for the weekend.


Last week, I ordered 1 snack plate and a colonel burger and when I checked the order they gave me 2 colonel burgers instead.

Today I ordered a little bit more because it will be my lunch, tea, dinner and supper. So, I ordered 1 snack plate, 1 zinger burger and 1 fries. The same person who served me last week end up giving me two zinger burgers.

This is getting weird ~~~

This weekend is over!

I really enjoy this weekend. A long weekend.

I spent thursday went out for movie with L and his collegemate. I finished Pride & Prejudice and Miss Congeniality via my laptop too.

Friday was a picnic with M's folks. Then I watched Sex and the City Season 6. Never get enough of Carrie, Miranda, Charlotte and Samantha.

Saturday wasted by playing SIMS 2 and reading novels (Nanny Return and A Kept Women). Procrastination is the best feeling ever.

I finished building my house in Desiderata Valley, it cost me 550,000++ sameleon. My house have a massive swimming pool, a zen garden, a gym, sauna, a children wing, guest annex, art workshop, a room to jam, 4 bedrooms, 5 toilets, a garrage fit for two cars, a green house, two hot tubs, one modern living room and one traditional living room, a reading room, a dining hall and two kitchens.

Then reality knock my head and tell me I haven't finished my anatomy coursework which will due tomorrow!

urgghhhhh. Stop the time please.

Your happiness is happiness

I am happy when people I love are happy.
Why you never understand this. Please, be happy for me.

Look at us, we are so grown up!

We are so young and innocent in this picture. The whole world waiting for us to be explored.
I am sorry girls for not joining your YM conference last night. This college wireless had blocked Yahoo Messenger for an unknown reason.

You are my friend at the lowest point of my life and you know me inside and out. I love and miss you all so much. We are at the most crucial point of our life now and I wish everyone will make the best decision they can.

I, You are the most childish among us, yet you are a mother of two beautiful daughters now. I am happy you make the effort to go out and have lunch with us eventhough it must be difficult for you. You had changed a lot, from someone so depress from a force marriage to a positive thinking mother. You make me proud and give me a lot of advice on how to handle relationship. I hope you will live happily ever after with the man you love, eventhough the love come from a very bitter beginning.

N, you are my closest friend. You know me very well. I am sorry for not telling you the truth about your x. I don't want you to be miserable and I know you will discover it yourself. I am glad you found a better man. Disappointment is not something people can handle very well, but you did it. You had found your way and I am happy to see you have a purpose in life again. No matter how much problems you have, you know you will have us to lend you at least an ear.

Y, you are like a mother to us. You always criticize our decision for a good cause. I hope you are making the right decision to leave him for a new lover. I wish you will not moving too fast on this new relationship. Take your time and think about it throughly.

C, I am sorry I didn't make the effort to contact you regularly. I know life in another country is difficult and full of drama. I hope you come home soon, very soon, we need a serious catch up. You are the one who always make the effort to make us stick together. I hope you will be back and play the same role again. We seriously need you as distance is a bitch to us.

I miss you all.